CUCU, RINDU & DIRIKU..

Wahai cucuku..




Rindu, saat kau tiada lagi di sisiku. 
Hilang rasa ceria.. tanpa senyum dan ketawa kita. 
Aku bagai anak kecil yang lupa berapa usia.


Bersama-samamu di sini, segalanya terasa manis.




Tiada resah, sedih ataupun gelisah. Hanya ada keseronokan walau hanya dari pandangan kita berdua.




"Nek, nek.. Mia nak tengok upin ipinlah.." katamu penuh manja dengan lirikan mata, gerakan kepala dan matamu yang meminta.


Seterusnya.


"Nek, nek su.. Mia nak tengok yang tu, Alif Ba Tha." katamu masih mahu meneruskan tanpa henti.


Dan lagi.


"Nek, nek, nek su... Mia nak tengok keretapi" katamu masih mahu meneruskan tanpa henti.




Selepas sudah penat mata, kau mula bermain di anak tangga. Naik ke atas dan kemudian turun meniti anak-anak tangga.




Mia, bila Mia dah balik, nek su rindu lagilah.








Beginilah aturan Ilahi, Damia Batrisya adalah anugerah kasih dan sayang di dunia untuk kurasakan kerana mereka yang sepatutnya di sini, yang dipanggil datuk dan nenek telah lama pergi. Aku di sini menikmati kasihnya anak kecil ini tanpa henti.

OUR LOVE? WHERE IS IT NOW?

You and I was there before
The feelings..
It was there before

But..
I didn't notice
Where, what, when or how
No matter how much I do
It was never enough for you
Slowly and later
Deeply I suffered alone eaten up all the things
That I should be able to splutter up.
 It was me, myself who is not capable
To be with you till the end of my life
Not able to tell them
What have been happened.
I will leave it as it is
Till the end....forever

Friends said, that we are match made..
What a joke?
I could have laugh out loud now
How stupid or dumbstruck am I?
Believing in such a romantic way

What can I do?
Even now....
When all the feelings had died
I still love you as a person that I used to know
A friend that I hope
with all the things you have done
You can be alright
And happy with whatever left behind.



From once upon a time your the other half

IN MARRIAGE, IN LOVE...

In a relationship of marriage and love
sometimes it was like to bare all of our heart
to an open end 
ready to get hurt
at any time
at any risks
AS MUCH 
as we open our heart to a HAPPINESS

Without TRUST, RESPECT, TOLERATE & CONFIDENT
What is the use of it?
Why you still want to continue and go further?

If you are willing to put off your own feelings
for the the other half
what is that thing call?
if you didn't call it LOVE?

Why?
in this world
people didn't bother to appreciate
the sincere feelings
and intuition anymore..
i just don't know how to put it to words.

I Won't Give Up

I won't give up
no matter what happened
in every little area in my life
I just know that i have to do BEST possible
in my way
so there is no regret
NO regret in life
How difficult is the situation
I just go on, be patient, be tentative & strive through
there is no way back
InsyaAllah

so kids... it's OK. i'm going to be alright if you need sometimes alone.. or if you need time for friends or your teenage activity. I will be here waiting for you if you EVER need me perhaps. Anytime.. just need to call me.. 

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